Oh... baby's awake!

In the last week it's gone from "every now and then I can feel the baby move" to "the baby keeps me up at night". Two nights ago just after everyone else fell asleep, I rolled over and then realized "oh the baby moved!" and then it moved again and again. I actually laid awake for a good 20 minutes just feeling the baby kicking. It was pretty amazing.

So I realized today that it's been almost a month since I've heard from the babydaddy. It's an odd mixture of feelings caught between relief at not having had to deal with him, hope of this lasting, and fear because I know eventually it will have to end and I'll have to deal with him. Part of me hopes he'll just let this go, but most of me knows that he won't. Asking for prayers for things to go smoothly with him when the time finally comes to talk again. One thing's for sure though, if he thinks he'll be anywhere near that delivery room when the baby comes, he is sadly mistaken.

On another note, I thought I'd post a pic of what little baby bump I've gotten.

Baby Morphings

So I found this website that allows me to morph pictures of the father with pictures of me to get an idea of what the baby might look like and since I'm an impatient person I went ahead and did it and thought I'd post the results..